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Saturday, November 21, 2009 12:34 AM Damn ! What Should I Do ! ●ΜίϩϩӌϨτӌιεʓ™● Im So Sorrie ! I Didnt Have The Chance To Update My Blog .. Been Busy Lately .. Busy With Life , Work & Also Been Stress About Something .. To Tell You Guys The Truth , I Dont Know What Should I Do Anymore .. Im Totally LOST ! I Mean In A Way .. Which , Urghh ! Ok Ok Fine ! The Truth Is .. Im Totally Scared To Fall In Love ! There I Said It ! Im Scared To Fall In Love Because .. Somehow , I Fell That Guys LOVE Is Just A LIE ! Everytime I Fall In Love , I Ended Up Getting Hurt ! Because .. Guys Only Say That They Love You ! But , The Truth Is , They Dont Even Know What's The Meaning Of LOVE ! Im Done With Love .. Totally DONE ! Why Not I Just Stay Single ? Hold Up , I Am Already Single ! But , Im So Freakaing Lonely ! What Should I DO ?! I Cant Seems To Find Someone To Be There For Me ! The Last Time I Felt That Way Was A Long Tyme Ago ! And That Is When I Was With Faris .. Damn ! Im So Damn Stressed & Upset Now .. Why Everytime When I Am With Someone , I Feel That , They Are Not Loving Me For Who I Am .. But They Are Only Using Me .. Maybe I Should Start To Jual Mahal ? But If I Were To Jual Mahal Sangat , Then I'll Be Too Stress Up ! Damn ! Damn ! Damn ! What Should I Do ?! Arghhhhh !! That's It ! I'm Gonna Stay Single ! Until The Right One Comes To Me ! Loves Me For Who I Am ! Not For What I Am ! Haizzz ! >_<" :)Missy-Stylezx3 Sunday, November 15, 2009 12:36 AM Arghhhhh ! ●ΜίϩϩӌϨτӌιεʓ™● Damn Damn Damn ! Today , It's OFFICIAL ! Im Totally Not GOING To Fall In Lurve AGAIN ! When I FALL In Love , What Do I Get In Return ?! NOTHING !! All I Get Is Getting HURT ! My Heart ?! It's DEAD ! It's Totally DEAD ! CAUSE I KNOW FROM THE BEGINING THAT UR LOVE IS JUST A LIE !! U Can Call ME EMO Or WhatSoEva ! But The TRUTH Is , I Dont Give A Damn ! BECAUSE , That Is Who I Am ! All U Guys Do Is Just To Hurt Girl's Feelings ! NOT BEING THERE WHEN THEY NEED U THE MOST ! ARGHHHH ! CALL ME CRAZY ?! I DONT CARE !! ADIL , Im Sorrie .. But .. I CANT Fall In Love With You ! Because , I Dont Want To Ruin U ! I Dont Want To Take Ur FREEDOM Away From You ! & Most Importantly I Dont Want To CONTROL You ! I Know That We Are Just Friends .. But ! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE ! YES IS TRUE , I LOVES U ! & I TREASURE U ! BUT ! IM SORRIE ! CAUSE MY HEART IS DEAD ! & I GAVE UP ! EVERYTIME I FALL IN LOVE , IT ALWAYS END IN A TRAGIC WAY ! CAUSE SOMEHOW , IM TOO HURT ! I WANT U TO ENJOY BEING WITH UR FRIENDS .. GOING TO GIG'S AND ALL THOSE STUFF .. HAVE FUN .. NOT BEING HURT BY ME ! When U Asked Me To Cheer Up , I Did .. But Deep Down Inside , Im HURT ! So Damn Hurt ! But I Forced Myself To SMile , Cause I Want To See U Happy , ADIL ! SOMEONE PLEASE !! MEND MY BROKEN HEART ! IT'S HURTING ME & MY LIFE ! ARGHHH !! :(Missy-Stylezx3 Thursday, November 12, 2009 3:22 AM Today In History .. ●ΜίϩϩӌϨτӌιεʓ™● Im Smiling .. But Deep Down , Im Crying ! =_=" I Know , It's Hard To Make A Decision .. But .. I Dont Know What's Wrong With Me .. Why Am I Starting To Suffer From Philophobia ? Hmm .. Maybe Because .. Im In Love ? Im Too Confused Myself .. LOL .. Today , Urmm .. As Per Usual .. Met Up With "Jack" .. Waited For Him .. At Tamp Inter .. Woahh .. This Time Round , I Was Early .. And Now I Know How Does It Feels Like To Wait For Someone ! LENGITT SAKKK ! ARGHH ! >_<" KAKI MCM NAK PUTUS ! HAHAH ! BUT NVM .. TAHAN JEK ! Haha .. Sorrie Dearr .. Anyways .. Today , As Per Normal , Fetch Him & Send Him Back To Hougang .. Then , I Met Up With Farah & Hairi At Hougang .. Cause Me And "Jack" Has No Plan .. So We Decided To Chill Together .. Me , "Jack" , Hairi & Farah .. But , I Couldnt Stay Long .. Because , "Faidil" ( Who Now Is My God Bro ) Is Fetching Me .. Because I've Downloaded Songs For Him .. And He Need Them Badly .. Haha ! Enjoy The Songs Bro ! But When I Was Abt To Leave The Place .. I Was Very Upset .. Sedihh Sakk ! When I Said Goodbye To " Jack " .. He Wanted To Lepak Much Longer .. But .. I Cant ! Im So Sorrie Sayang ! Next Tyme We Lepak Longer Kayys ? Anyways , From Hougang , We Went To "East Point" .. Makan KFC ! LOL ! .. Gi Jaoh2 Setakat Nak Makan Pat KFC ! Hahaha ! While I Was Eating , Faris's Mother Called Me .. And Told Me To Make Myself Available On This Saturday .. Because , Faris's Grandmother & Sister's Birthday .. His Grandmother & Sister Is Very Close With Me .. They Loved Me So Much .. But Im Having Doubts To Go .. Because , Faris Is My Ex .. Takot2 Ade Orang Tuh Jealous ! .. Haha ! ( Eu Know I Know Kayys ? ) After Makan KFC , Went To Farah's Mother Work Place Which Is Also Located At East Point .. "Mama" Was So Schocked To See Faidil .. Haha ! His Gaining Weight ! .. Haahaa ! Then After That Make Our Way Back To Bedok .. Faidil Ride His Bike Mcm Tak Kesah Ade Manusia Pat Blakang Ke Tak .. Seraaaaaammm Sehh ! Hahah ! I Almost Lost My Life You Know ! Haha ! .. Reached At My Carpark , Took Out Our Phones ! & Start To Send The Songs .. One Song Took About 5 Mins .. & He Wanted 8 Songs & Also Some Of His Pictures Which I Snapped Few Days Ago ! Haha ! LENGIT SEHH ! TUNGGU TUNGGU ! AIYOOO ! Da La Perot Saket .. Takot2 Terbuang Air Jek ! Hahaha ! .. After Completing , Said Goodbye To Him & Went Back Home .. Went Home , Straight Away , On My Laptop & Straight To MSN .. Sebab Ade Orang Special Tuh Online ! Pp8 Orang Tuh Pon Low .. So Yarhh ! Chatted With Him .. & Ended Up , I've CRIED ! Hahah ! Infront Of The Laptop .. Mcm Orang Tak Betul .. Mummy Thought I'm Watching Some Sad Love Drama On "Youtube" .. Padehal2 .. Mummy Finally Got To Know That I Chatted With "Jack" .. Dier Pon Nak Join Jugak ! Hahah ! Kacau La Mummy .. His MINE Kayys ! LOL ! Cham Paham ! Hahaha ! After He Went To Sleep , I Was Schocked .. Amy Yankee Came Online .. And Chatted With Me ! He Asked How Am I And All That .. He Asked Me , Whether Im Single Or Not .. Bla Bla Bla .. Haha ! Anyways ,I Will Always Be Here For You .. You Know That You Mean Something To Me ! & I Understand What You Mean Kayys ? I'll Cheer Up .. Smile Smile Always ! Yeahh ! .. :) :)Missy-Stylezx3 Wednesday, November 11, 2009 12:04 AM Yahoooo ! ●ΜίϩϩӌϨτӌιεʓ™● Urmm .. We Are Just Friends ? LOL ! O_o" .. 3 Straight Days I Met Him ! Hahaha ! Yeahh ! Hmm .. Today , Supposed To Follow Mummy To Go Shopping .. But Decided To Say "No" To Mummy Cause I Wanted To Mit Him .. LOL .. How Sweet Could That Be .. Haha ! Urmm .. Currently , Im Still Confused Myself .. I Durnn Know Whether Should I Fall In Love Again Or Not .. Woahh .. Today , Alot Of Things Happend .. Let Me Write It In Point Form .. Haha ! I Got The Chance To Talk To "Jack" Abt Something .. (The Future .. ) "Winks Winks" Suddenly My Ex , "Zaim" Called Me .. Saying That He Wants To Patch Back .. But I Said "NO" ! Because Of His Mom ! And The Most Shocking Is When Faris , My Ex .. Called Me ! He Asked Me To Take Care Of Myself .. I Was Schocked .. He Has A Police Case .. Because Of Beating Someone Up .. Haizz .. Faris Faris ! .. If He Has To Go "IN" Then , It's All My Fault .. Sorrie Faris .. Because Of How I Broke Up With You , Ur Life Became Like This .. Im So So Sorrie Faris ! Take Care Of Urself Faris .. Faidil Called Me .. Asked Me , How Am I And All That .. Haha ! He Wanted To Fetch Me From Hougang .. But .. Haha ! Last Min Told Me That He Needs Money To Fill The Fuel .. Haha ! So Last Min I Went Home Myself .. Chatted With Dannie On MSN .. He Told Me That He Still Loves Me .. But .. IDK .. I'm Just Afraid That I Might Choose The Wrong Person .. They Said That We Should Follow Our Heart .. But , My Heart & Mind Is Still CONFUSED ! LOL ! Sorrie Dannie .. :) There Is Sumthing Which Is Playing Inside My Mind .. Im Confused ! Im Scared To Fall In Love ! Arghh ! I Think Im Suffering From PhiloPhobia .. Exactly Like "Jack" .. Haha ! .. I Think I Mixed Too Much With Him ! Haha ! .. Choose Wisely Kayy "Jack" ? Haha ! I Still Have Ur Candid Shots ! Hahaha ! You Wanna See Them ? Haha ! Haha ! He Just Cant Sit Still ! >_<" Bring Peace To The World Dearr ! Hahah ! Haha ! Isnt It Cute ! Haha ! Ouhkayy ! That's Enough ! Haha ! There's Actually A Cute Lil Video That I Caught On Tape When He Was Talking Abt His Life ! Haha ! But .. I Wont Upload It On Blogger .. I'll Upload It On Youtube .. If I Have His Permission ! .. Haha ! Adil , Eu Rawks My Socks ! Hahah ! Cant Wait Till The Next Tyme I See U Again ! Hahah ! Yeahhhh ! Woohooo ! :)Missy-Stylezx3 Sunday, November 8, 2009 11:57 PM FUUN ! ●ΜίϩϩӌϨτӌιεʓ™● What Happend Today ?? Eu Guys Really Wanna Know ?! Today Was FUUUN ! Im Supposed To be Upset Abt Breaking Up With Zaim .. But Somehow , I Was Happy .. Is There Sumthing Wrong With Me ? Hmmm .. Anyways .. Today I Met Up With "Jack" a.k.a Adil .. He Really Did Cheer Me Up .. He Made Me Laugh Most Of The Tyme .. And Also .. I Finally Got The Chance To Even Express My Feelings .. I Mean My Mixed Feelings .. LOL .. Thanks For The Fun Day Adil ! I'm Gonna Treasure Every Moment Of It .. Hopefully , U Choose Wisely Kayys .. Dont Forget .. Bunge Bukan Sekuntum ! Yeahh Yeahh ! Emooo !! Wooots ! Haha ! Jealousy Of My Hair ! Haha ! Emoish ! LOL ! Seriously That Was Lame ! Hahah ! =_=" Jack , Oh Jack ! Haha ! Dimana Kamu ! Haha .. ~ Peace ~ Hee .. :) :)Missy-Stylezx3 Tuesday, November 3, 2009 10:22 PM ●ΜίϩϩӌϨτӌιεʓ™● Heyloo ! Waddup ! LOL ! Ouhkayy .. As Eu Guys Know That Im Breaking Up With "ZaimEvo" This Weekend Right ? But .. For Our 3rd Month Any Which Falls On This Saturday(The Day That We R Gonna Be Separated) , He Bought Me This Lovely Necklace .. I Was Schocked To Receive It Infront Of My House Door .. When I Opened The Package , I Was This Necklace .. & A Note .. Saying That "Im Sorrie Abt How My Mom Accused You .. This Is Our 3rd Month Ani Gift From Me To U " .. I Straight Away Burst Into Tears ! It's So Shiny ! & I Love Silver ! Im Crazy Over Them ! But I Cant Change My Mind ! I Have A Future To Think About ! & Also , Maybe I Dun Have The Tyme To Do Alot Of Blogging .. Because , I Just Been Accepted At A Local Indonesian Restaurant ! Yerps ! Im Working Babe !! Haha ! .. Im Working @ Pepes Indonesian Restaurant Which Is Located @ Ngee Ann City .. Woohooo !! Update Soon ! :)MissyEvo .. 1:50 AM What Does Love Means ? ●ΜίϩϩӌϨτӌιεʓ™● Hello Everyone .. So Sorrie , I Didnt Update My Blog For A Long Tyme .. Was Kinda Busy Finding A Job During The Holidays .. Everything Is Ouhkayy For Me .. Just That .. I'll Have To Break With "ZaimEvo" .. Because His Mom Really Hated Me .. So .. I Have No Choice .. Futhermore , I Know That Im Not In Fault .. & His Mom Dares To Curse Me ?! Who The Hell Is She ? I Didnt Do Anything Wrong .. I Treated Her Son With Tender Love & Care .. Treasure His Love ! & This Is What I Get In Return ? Wow ! Thanks But No Thanks .. I Have A Family Name To Keep In It's Standard .. She May Think That Im A Girl Who Loves To Stay Outdoors , Smokes , Drinks & Do All Those Typical Teenager Things ! Well , She's Damn Wrong ! She's No One To Judge Me ! She's Not My Mom ! Futhermore , ( Let Me Stress Out This Part Again .. Just To Make It Clear ) I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG !! & HIS MOM WANTS REVENGE WITH ME !! WTH !! Im Sorrie Kayys ! Even If Ure Family Is Damn Rich , I Durnn Give A Damn ! Im Not Intrested In Ur Money !! I Have My Own Money !! My Mom & My Dad Has Higher Standards .. They Have Money Type Of People ! Im Not Intrested In Ur Money Auntie ! & FYI , NO ONE WANTS TO BE WITH UR SON BECAUSE HIS FAT ! DONT U UNDERSTAND AUNTIE ?! IM THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD ACCEPT HIM ! & HEYLOO !! IM HIS FIRST GIRLFRIEND !! U SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR HIM !! & One More Thing ! For Heaven Sake ! His A Boy ! Not A Gerl ! His Old Enough To Take Care Of Himself ! U Expect Him To Stay At Home & Do All The House Chores ! While Ure Not DOing Anything ?! SHAME ON U AUNTIE !! OMG ! :)MissyEvo !	The "Diva", [P]utri[N]ur[A]ndriana[R]aini there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. This is my blog so Click here if you hate it. With Loves, I love Silver Accessories. I love Red & Black. I'm Chubby and Loving; not a Backstabber/Hypocrite. I Online till dawn, I Sleep till dusk. That's coz... I'm a girl. And a Cute one too. Music, Materialistic, Click for a SURPRISE !
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